Sunday, June 06, 2010

Pass or fail...

So here I am...less than 48 hours away from doing what could be my last CA exam. I really really really want this to be my last exam cos I'm soooo ready to move on with my life but I have to pass it first. And here's what I'm thinking...

  • Passing is probably easier than I make it out to be considering that I've passed 4 of these so far and there is an 80% pass rate.
  • On the other hand, failing happens. These exams are tough and I know people who have failed modules who have put in just as much effort as I have and that's just depressing.
  • Passing would be awesome. I keep thinking about how ecstatic I would be on the day that I get my results and find out that I've done it. Finished. Finally. That inspires me.
  • Failing would be earth shattering. I've put in consistent effort over the last couple of months, sacrificing things I want to do and time with people that I'd like to see. Not to mention what will end up being 10 days straight of doing nothing else but study various accounting concepts.
  • I constantly doubt myself. The only person who doesn't seem to believe in me is...me.
  • I'm thinking of sueing the Institute for emotional distress and false imprisonment.
  • Why am I doing this qualification again?
  • Pass or fail...life will go on.
  • There are far worse things in life than failing a CA exam, some people don't have homes.
  • I'm hungry, time for dinner.